I haven’t slept more than 5 hours a night in the past 5 nights.
I was feeling trapped for a moment but now I am free. At the same time that I feel relief, I’m still sad.
The uncertainty of everything is a blessing and burden. My heart weighs heavily in my chest.
I can only hope that life circles back and I can look upon old things with new eyes.
I’ll always slightly ache for him.
But I guess it’s pretty beautiful…somehow.